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One night I was too weak to wake up, and I just want to grab a drink.
There's no one who I can ask for help.
That night it was the lowest point that i got.
I'm tired!
and you know what?
What I need is a man who loves me and a glass of water!
A man whose know I'm sick, would immediately come any hour.
O God, do not tell me, my wishes is too high...

Puji Tuhan saya sudah menjadi sarjana :')

Thanks God even though I'm work I can graduated from college for 3,5 years, and keep preserved my GPA never below 3,51..
I hope my parents in heaven can proud of me :')

Ministry of Communication and Information Technology Republic of Indonesia

Welcome to my journey.

If you could see me now.

Dad, you should see the tours that I'm on
I see you standing there next to Mom
And there are days when I'm losing my faith
Because the live is hard
I'm tryna make you proud
Do everything you did
I hope you're up there with God
Saying that's my kid
if you could see me now
Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow
If you could see me now would you recognize me
Would you pat me on the back or would you criticize me
Would you follow every line on my tear stained face
Put my hand on your heart that's was cold as the day you were taken away
I know its been awhile but I could you see clear as day
Right now, I wish I could hear you say
You used to say I won't know---
Like I wont' know real love till I've loved then I've lost it
And you said if you've lost a sister, someone's lost a mom
And if you've lost a dad, then someone's lost a son
And they're all missing now,
So if you get a second to look down at me now
Mom, Dad, I just missing you now

happy wedding's angel, its an honor to me for being ur bridesmaid 

Stellar kids

Practice Dance for graduation my students 😊

My first job..

Never thought in my life before, I will be work as a teacher for international kindergarten :') .. But I still continue my study, I work at 8 am until 4 pm. Then I will study at 5 pm-10 pm. I took night class for worker, on weekdays my time flies so fast I still learn how to manage my time for work and study, I got problem when I've so many task, I don't have much time to do it, and now I'm semester 6, I have to make so many proposal for my thesis, because I want to graduated 3,5 year. I wish I can do it, Amin.

i was crying when i saw this utube

so inspiring , i feel like have same situation like him , i must tough like him , yes i should :)

i love quiin santa paws

who will kiss my head , when i'm lying bed .
and who would hold my hand ,  who will understand ,
and who will sing my song to me .
who would hold me tight . in the dark of night
and who will brush my hair walk me in my chair .
and who will sing my song to me , now that u're gone

Diatas koma, dititik akhir

Belakangan terakhir ini berniat ingin mati, sounds weird huh, tp jujur rasanya pengen mati aja gtu . Didunia uda ga aada tujuan yg ingin dicapai, ga ada tanggungan jg . Ibu bapak pun sdh tdk ada . Rasanya kalo mati bs jd bebas , ga ada yg perlu di kwatirin lg , dan gw berfikir gmn yaa caranya mati tp yg g ngerasa skt.

Pertama mau cb tenggelam aja tp nanti jasadd gw ngegembung kan g lucu bgt mati jelek , gw pgn mati cantik gtu seenggaknya .

Trus yg br gw cb yaitu dgn tidak bernafas tp rasanya dada gw sakit bgt gw gak kuat nahannya. di situ gw jd tau rasanya antara hdp dan mati gmn , skt ternyata jantung gw berdegup lambat , rongga paru2 gw rasanya menciut , bnr2 diantara hdp dan mati gw gak kuat. Akhirnya gw bernafas lg .

Skg gw sdg berfikir ngelakuin gmn cara mati yg g skt gtu .

Klo lompat dr ketinggian nanti badan gw hancur kan syg, niat nya klo gw mati bs nyumbangin slh satu dr organ tbuh gw yg mgkn berguna buat org lain tentunya , jd gw g nanggung dosa berat2 bgt gtu . Seenggaknya dosa gw buat bunuh iri berkurang dr pahala gw gtuu , niatnya sihh gtuu tp gw blm nemuin cara mati cepet g skt gmn ni , but soon I'm gonna find it , and then I'll die with smile in my face :)