Diatas koma, dititik akhir

Belakangan terakhir ini berniat ingin mati, sounds weird huh, tp jujur rasanya pengen mati aja gtu . Didunia uda ga aada tujuan yg ingin dicapai, ga ada tanggungan jg . Ibu bapak pun sdh tdk ada . Rasanya kalo mati bs jd bebas , ga ada yg perlu di kwatirin lg , dan gw berfikir gmn yaa caranya mati tp yg g ngerasa skt.

Pertama mau cb tenggelam aja tp nanti jasadd gw ngegembung kan g lucu bgt mati jelek , gw pgn mati cantik gtu seenggaknya .

Trus yg br gw cb yaitu dgn tidak bernafas tp rasanya dada gw sakit bgt gw gak kuat nahannya. di situ gw jd tau rasanya antara hdp dan mati gmn , skt ternyata jantung gw berdegup lambat , rongga paru2 gw rasanya menciut , bnr2 diantara hdp dan mati gw gak kuat. Akhirnya gw bernafas lg .

Skg gw sdg berfikir ngelakuin gmn cara mati yg g skt gtu .

Klo lompat dr ketinggian nanti badan gw hancur kan syg, niat nya klo gw mati bs nyumbangin slh satu dr organ tbuh gw yg mgkn berguna buat org lain tentunya , jd gw g nanggung dosa berat2 bgt gtu . Seenggaknya dosa gw buat bunuh iri berkurang dr pahala gw gtuu , niatnya sihh gtuu tp gw blm nemuin cara mati cepet g skt gmn ni , but soon I'm gonna find it , and then I'll die with smile in my face :)

Galau

"Galau" is a sign to start asking to deep inside of us that "something needs to be fixed" !

Sometimes, we can see our life better through pains and suffering. "Kegalauan" we may call it, is a seed of wisdom !

If we have a place in our heart for happiness, we should also spare a space for "Galau" as well. Galau is there, to be understood !

So, be galau ! It's much needed in life. We might be able to talk better with ourselves in solitude, in "Galau".. It's much needed.

Because there's a life, there's "Kegalauan". It just makes you alive! Be galau, be creative, be strong !